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| Check out the Top Rated Site for Webmaster Tools! Servant of the Bones By: Amber Raven Clouds gather Shadows grow I gaze apon you now Noone shall know You take for granted Your safety, your life You hope and pray That ill go away Things change,that you know please,please no more tears soon your fears shall become reality soon you will see the face of fear feel me close next to you now your release is in the palm of my hand your freedom shall be soon I hold your life now,you hang by a thread do you die now? I think so soon you will sleep a sleep like none before except this one holds no dreams in store nor shall you ever wake up again I love you, yes i think that true Ive seen your soul,ive set you free......... Dead Children hither approaches the inferno...feel the flames lick at your flesh it sizzles as you run.......run faster touched the thing you should not have touched....fingers linger over the softness of it..denial overcomes you as you hear it calling to you it call to you and you run away from it.... the calls they will drive you mad as you sleep in your bed the blood that courses throught your veins it knows what you need...what you are and what you were meant to be, and what you will become,without a doubt you are and always will be what you do not want to be...but you see little one it is no longer your choice.You shall succumb to the temtation of it all and you will eventually go willingly into the arms of the vilest serpent. The most horrendous things you will gladly embrace one day and you will not truly see its face until it is too late. Such things were meant to be since you were brought into this world.It is a bit sad that you have a heart, I do not, and as i weave this tale you will wonder what it is like to never have a heart, or if one once posessed one... what it is like to loose touch with it, to not use it.Come on over to where i am and gladly take in all i have to tell you with my mind infested with hate and my fingers travel over the keyboard at a furious pace. Taken from the best stock your mother was to be gathered into the arms of a feindish lover against her will to conceive a child of the utmost hellish parameters. the woman carried you and in chains hated you from the very onset of your birth. But there was nothing that she could do to stop it, so you grew inside of her and slowly but surely you made your precense known. Clawing a bit inside your mother. But even then you were smart enough to know not to tear your mother apart. she was your anchor to this world and if you lost that then you were not to be seen by others.so you bider your time and bide it well mind you.You waited until it was time for you to be born and then you simply and easily tore your mother open and came out of her womb.Gathered about you were all of your followers...legions of them and you looked at them as though you needed food....then you slowly turned about and looked to the dying eyes of your mother who even now cursed your very existance.. and you took pf her flesh and of her blood to gather strength.... Jesus's Cock and The Story of it Eyes open truly Seeking that sorceress that temptress cascades of fire down past shoulders ivory perfection she smile now so slightly showing perfect teeth such sharp teeth hey even jesus needs some needs a woman one of such should be a prize to all men but she chose the son of a weak god to hold her at night jesus will take he pearly legs and spread them wide and sully that beauty lust? yes even jesus lusted as he thrusts into her she screams in delight... polluting that womb with that goodness he spouts yet so full of so called sin as he pulls away he looks down on this new whore that he has to save she delights in him and his tumescence ahhh yes now the other shall be invaded yes...ahh cries jesus so tight.. as blood trickles down filling her with himself he feels like a god himself fuck father i will have what i want yet later as he lies opon the cross he shall not be so happy and he will be branded a saint fucking hypocrite yes even jesus wanted a pussy MOTHER...a Sad Epitaph of hate to a child that only wanted to love I stood transfixed as i looked at you.You still had fresh blood on your mouth.You looked at me like a child,so happy,so innocent.Yet so knowing in a way.You had killed....you still had the blade in your hand.You wandered over to where i was rooted to the spot and asked me what was wrong.I said nothing.We both walked over to the body...we both looked.Just stood there in fascination at what you had done but i had not had the courage to do.What i had always wanted to do but never quite found the strength to do. For a moment i felt elation.I wanted to dance about the room.I was so happy that you had done this that i hugged you.I even thanked you for doing this.Relieving me of my burden i suppose.Taking away that barb in my side.It felt good.We were both glad.She needed to die.This creature of hate.This thing that only spouted hateful words to me and my very existance.That had rued the day i had been brought into this world.That had my face no doubt but there.Yes we both stood there.i with a maniacal grin etched upon my face and you looking happy and she...hahahah DEAD. She could make me feel like i was worth nothing no more.She could not tell me that i had done wrong anymore...could not tell me that she wished i had not been born.Could not say cruelly that i was an embarassment to her when i had done nothing to deserve that.Oh how i reveled in that.I am worth something...I will be someone.I am the victor in this.It is over she will be laid to rest and i will never have to see her again.Can burn all of the pictures in my mind and all of the ones in the house.Can finally make a mess and not hear about it.Only answer to me.This i like. Yes. This is good. We cleaned up.Even hummed a little..ahh hell we hummed alot.Who am i trying to kid? It was all gone.No more MOMMY.She is gone.Now we can go get some tea from the coffehouse and sit....and talk and catch up ...just me and myself. DARK ANGEL MAGICK,EVERLASTING OUR NIGHT Reach out hands to tough The soul light dances before our eyes You are so beautiful Eyes that i could fall into Their depths an enchantment for the rest of my life Enraptured arms encircle me in their warmth Little hands that make my heart swell Forever yours These words used to just be mere fantasy Yet now A wondrous reality You own my heart Hold it captive with just a look Sweet dark angel You are my soul You are my essence You i will love forever To My Sweet Dark Angel Dameon
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A Skull I Find to be most Interesting
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Greetings one and all,my name is Amber Firechilde.I am a 25 year old redhead living in austin texas.I am bisexual.I love a good woman to cuddle with or make love to.Touchy feely that would be me.I weigh about 230lbs.I am about 5'11" tall.So i am a big woman.My measurements are about 44 36 44 for those of you that want to know. I thought i would answer you before i get asked. | I am pagan.Therefore what that means is this i do NOT BELIEVE IN GOD OR SATAN.I am NOT a SATANIST.Ok now that we are past that i am what they call an eclectic pagan.I gather knowledge from many sources.I have been a pagan for about 7 years now and love it.I have never found a religion that quite fit me until i discovered paganism. I am currently married but about to get a divorce.I have an open marriage and thusly was dating someone else at the time that my current marriage failed due to lies that my current husband seems incapable of not doing,lack of communication which i tried to inspire but never happened.But i am happy,my boyfriend is a wonderful person.I love him with all my heart.He treats me well and is very slowly spoiling me.:) It is something i have to get used to.I love this man with all my heart. But i have finally found what i was looking for in a mate.He is loving,honest,pagan,handsome,giving,openminded,strong willed,and will not accept anything else from life but the best.He stands up for what he believes in. I have lived all over the world and I must say Austin is an good place to live.I enjoyed europe while i lived there.The people are openminded.I love europe more than i ever liked living anywhere in america.But seriously for a large city in texas austin has alot to offer.They have great restaurants,libraries,goth club,places to go shop or go for a walk.I miss europe no doubt and will go back there to live as soon as i can. Ever since I could remember have been absolutely fascinated with vampires.I do like the taste of blood.I do not take it from people that are not willing to give it to me.Blood has always had a compelling draw to it that i have always found hard to resist.So when i can i will drink blood. I love godiva chocolate,a good cup of tea.I love veggies and eat meat rarely.I am not a vegetarian yet.But i do eat red meat once a month,chicken more often and a little fish.I will not touch pork at all. I do not smoke i find cigarettes to be disgusting.Not only because of the way they make you and your clothes smell,but you taste bad too.I do not drink coffee either.Honestly give me a salad and a piece of bread and an apple and believe me i am happy. I like listening to anything classified as gothic,ethereal,darkwave,classical,rock,industrial,new age,celtic.These are just a few of the bands that i like.:) Carcass,The Matrix Soundtrack,Pink Floyd,Static X,Lords of Acid,Genitorturers,Type O Negative,OZZY,Pantera ,Cradle of Filth,Depeche Mode,Loreena McKennit,Sarah McLaughlan,Enigma,My Life With Thrill Kill Cult,Dead can Dance,The Last Dance,Razed in Black,Apoptygma Berzerk,VNV Nation,Veruca Salt,Tori Amos,Tom Petty,The Police,The Cure,Terminal Choice,Tapping The Vein,Sublime,Stuck Mojo,Sting,Smashmouth,Smashing Pumpkins,Slayer,Slaughter,Skinlab,Sisters of Mecy,Simple Minds,Shakespears Sister,Sevendust,Seal,Scooter,Roxette,Robert Miles,Rob D,Right Said Fred,Rob Zombie,Revolting Cocks,Republica,Ravi Shankar,Quiet Riot,Rasputina,Queen,Project Pitchfork,Powerman 5000,Placebo,Phil Collins,Peter Murphy,Papa Roach,Ministry,MassiveAttack,Love Spirals Downwards,Love and Rockets,Lenny Kravitz,Londodn After Midnight,Korn,Kevorkian Death Cycle,Jimi Hendrix,Kays Choice,Joy Drop,and Switchblade Symphony. If you would like to send me mail do so. mail
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Futile attempt to hang on | life is driving forces down apon you the choice is not yours to make you are a pawn, not yet soulful treasure your moments of solitude cradle your arms about you cling tight to your precious flesh for when the time comes laid bare for all to see, you and your pathetic humanity longevity is not yours immortality is not either pathetic mortal being that you are bow down to me,your new god chosen because of your apathy product of shit lay down prone,naked,vulnerable,shallow grave soon to be your beautiful night home such a soft pillow the maggots do make a lovely quilt of down softly you shall succumb to the temptation of ending the breath of life dispels slowly for the last time a pile of shit for me to look on such a lovely decoration for me to add to my collection sad isnt it? take the prize as it drips forth the life that was once within look at the bottomless depths the hollow sunken sockets that used to be the windows to the soul take a look now, see the tongue? see how it hangs hangs where it used to spew forth lies look at the skin, the substance that used to cover the corpse within wrap it in a pretty shell the hair once so shiny and soft now a tangle of strands for the maggots to squirm in the ears the pockets of sound now no more than another escape for the creatures that now multiply within this pretty piece that once was is now no more than a gathering place, a feasting ground for the putrid life of worms maggots and all the other playthings of corpses. Do i care? Have i ever cared? Do the opinions of others affect me? i think not i think for myself only these motherfuckers that inhabit the earth today dont mean shit they stare with judging eyes, DARE YOU TO JUDGE ME? WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME? ARE YOU PERFECT? NO SINCE WHEN DOES SHIT HAVE WINGS AND A HALO? YOU THINK YOUR BETTER THAN ME? TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF FIRST. WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE TO MEAN SO MUCH TO ME? NOBODY,NOBODY NEW,NOBODY SPECIAL NOBODY....
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